I`ve been dazed and confused!!

Love is like 2 people filling up a piece of paper…

2010-03-23T09:13:00.000-07:00

A relationship starts off as a clear piece of paper. A guy and a gal agress to

write on that piece of paper. When it starts, both are excited as it`s their first

time working together.

They fill up the paper with the best of things they can think of. Sometimes the

guy writes more, sometimes the gal writes more. Some people writes

without thinking much, some writes after some thought.

As the writing carries on, it gets more and more tiring. The couple have to be

motivated to keep on writing. This is the commitment and responsibility of a

relationship. As long as the urge to write continues, the writing will never

end. It will carry on paper to paper until one pen`s ink runs out. This is eternal

love till death do us part......

Some couples prefer to write together, some write on their own and combine

the efforts.

Neither side should be the only one writing, or else the ink may get blocked \

for the party who writes non-stop. Too tired......

The character of a person is like the handwriting on the paper....Everyone has

his/her handwriting. It is very difficult to change one`s handwriting. Not

impossible but it takes a lot of time and hard work..

The outcome may not be desirable. It is also difficult to imitate the

handwritings of another person. The most one can do is to be tidier or more

untidy in their handwritings.

Sometimes to make the writing on the paper look more presentable, it could

be necessary for the other side to slightly alter the style of his/her

handwritings......

A mistake in love is like a smudge on the paper....Whether purposely or

accidentally a smudge is a smudge. No matter how well the writing has gone.

So far or how lovely is the content, a smudge will leave a mark no matter how

well you cover it (eraser, liquid paper etc.). Whether to keep on writing will

depend on the perception of the couple. Whether they mind the content more

or the outlook of the piece of work more.

Worse case of it when the paper is torn. It`ll leave a very ugly mark. Well the

decision lies with the couple......

To break off is to stop writing....Many reasons can lead to this ending. One

party could be the one who is writing non stop and really too tired to carry on

anymore. One party or both could be unsatisfied with the content or really

dislike what each other is writing ( It takes time to know the writing style of

someone, it could be halfway through the paper before it is known.)

Or a smudge exists and either one or both mind (Depend on their level of

perfectionism). Or it could be what they are writing are contradicting each

other. It can also be the case where one party finds another partner to write

with....

Other analogies, pen users are serious lovers. Those who like pencils like to

test thing out first. Some even write drafts with other people (Many-timers.)

After a breakup, a photocopy of the writings so far has been made and this is

given to another party while the other keeps an original (For memories). Or it

could be either or neither will keep the writings. It could also be the original

work lies there waiting for the original writers to be back.

A well-done masterpiece could be bound into a book and kept forever.

Likewise in some cases, it may be some pieces of paper lying around.

Different people writes different things and have different outcomes. In the

case of people going through many relationships, its like changing partners to

work with.

Some may write things according to past experiences or have new ideas, the

couple may exchange their pens. In a new relationship, one party might find

that his/her partner`s pen have been used by other people before. Personally

I believe this also applies to friendship also right?

Sighz.....ain`t it true? Maybe that is why my previous relationships and

frindships ended........

Sad.......

n^D

Loved And Lost......

2010-03-20T10:09:00.000-07:00

im glad that i managed to get her back.

sighz.

u will neva knoe how much u treasure something till u lose it.

and i wun wanna lose it again.

love u~~~~~~~

2010-03-18T14:00:00.000-07:00

COURT ORDER!

You are accused of:

Crawling into my HEART and hijacking my SMILES with your CUTENESS.

HOW DO YOU PLEAD???

GUILTY!!!

YOU are sentenced to be my friend

FOR LIFE!

NO BAIL!!! :)

LOVE - FRENZ OR E REAL TING?

2010-03-17T10:42:00.000-07:00

Message: There was this guy who loved two gals at the same time but he didn’t know

which one he loved more. Someone taught him.

Ask yourself this question and answer it honestly : “When you are happy, which gal

would you want to share your happiness with?” The one you think of is someone you

love.

Ask yourself another question and answer it honestly : “When you are sad, which gal

you want to share your burden with?” The one you think of is also someone you love.

If you think of the same gal when you are happy & sad, that’s the most perfect.

But if you don’t think of the same gal, I would advise you to chose the one you are

willing to share your sadness with.

In life, there are more sorrows than happiness. There are too many people that u

meet that u can share your happiness with, not necessary your lover.

If you live your life happily, you can also enjoy it alone.

In sadness, however, there are not many people willing to share your burden with

you. If you are willing to tell someone your happiness, I am sure that person has got

to be someone close & an understanding person to you.

But it shouldn’t stop there. If that person only thinks of you when she is happy, but

looks for someone else when she is sad, this lover is too unstable, she doesn’t treat

you as someone she can spend the rest of her life with.

Of course, I will be very happy if I am the first person to share her happiness.

But if she is sad, I will be too willing to stay by her side & ease her pain.

Only then, will I believe that I hold a very important position in her heart.

If you are sad, who comes to your mind first?

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Friendship is a strange thing. We find ourselves telling each other the deepest

detailsof our lives… things we don’t even share with the families who raised us.

But what is a friend? A confidant? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to

feel? A friend is all these … and more. No matter where we met, no matter how long

we’ve been together… I call you friend.

A word so small, yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion, a word

overflowing with love.

Truly great things come in small packages.

Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed. It is a

constant book always waiting… waiting to be read… and enjoyed.

We may have our disagreements… we may have our disappointments …we may argue

…we may have concern for one another…friendship is a unique bond that lasts

through all tribulations. A part of each of us goes into our friendships … our humor …

our experiences… our tears.

Friendships are foundations… necessary for life… and love. Friends .. you and me …

you brought another friend and then we were three … we started our group …our

circle of friends… there is no beginning .. there is no end.

Sometimes God wants us to meet many wrong people So that when the right one

comes along, we will appreciate that person more.

Happiness is a state of mind......

2010-03-14T09:26:00.000-07:00

I used to be very emo and negative about my life but I learnt to move on. I think in

my past few years of my life, I have improved drastically in this aspect.

What’s my secret? (Why do I sound like some slimming commercial sia?!?!)

By remembering this mantra: happiness is a state of mind.

Whatever you do, whatever feelings you feel is purely dependant on you. Yes, some

inconsiderate significant others/backstabbing friends or colleagues/naggy parentals

may have done something to make you feel bad but why let these actions affect your

whole day?

For me, I channel these feelings to either anger or bochupness. Anger is easy because

I’ll rant it out either to some poor listening ears, or my twitter or my blog and I’ll feel

much better. or I’ll learnt to really not give a damn (especially if it happens often e.g.

Naggy parents etc etc).

I won’t let it spoil my whole day. I just find it silly to let one action affect my whole

day.

But that’s me personally. How about you? What’s your take on this?

You are one and only.............

2010-01-21T23:12:00.000-08:00

Why do you betray me ? Do i give it a damn about that? You think you are the

only girl that you expected to be loved by me ? Fuck You bitch! U are nobody to

me anymore! OVER!!!!!! DUN EXPECT ME TO PATCH UP WITH YOU BACK AS

YOU BETRAY ME LIKE FUCK! EVEN THOUGH YOU CAME KNEELING TO ME,I

WILL KICK YOU OUT LIKE A DOG!FUCK YOU BITCH!

Downgrading............

2010-01-01T10:44:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, recently I find my elec guitar so goddamn boring........which is the

Gibson SG. I feel like its time for me to change another model or brand or

should I say.....downgrading. I do not oppose nor I say Fender and Ibanez

guitar sucks,but many people widely owns guitars from that brand. I donno

why but i feel uncomfortable. But the greatest guitarist uses Fender and Ibanez

guitars like Eddie Van Halen (Frakenstrat), Yngwie Malmsteen (Fender

Stratocaster), Steve Vai ( Ibanez i donno wat), Ritchie Blackmore (Fender

Stratocaster) and Jimmy Page (Fender Telecaster)..............lame.

So guys,help me make a decision on which guitar I should buy.......is it.........

Fender Telecaster?

Fender Stratocaster?

Ibanez Guitars?

Gibson ES-335?

Gibson Les Paul?

Jimmy Page Gibson Les Paul No. 2

2009-12-31T11:29:00.000-08:00

Yesterday (The Beatles)

2009-12-27T11:01:00.000-08:00

Yesterday

All my troubles seemed so far away

Now it looks as though they're here to stay

Oh, I believe In yesterday

Suddenly

I'm not half the man

I used to be

There's a shadow hanging over me

Oh, yesterday

Came suddenly

Why she

Had to go I don't know she wouldn't say

I said something wrong now I long

For yesterday

Yesterday

Love was such an easy game to play

Now I need a place to hide away

Oh, I believe in yesterday

Why she had to go I don't know

She wouldn't say

I said something wrong now I long for yesterday

Yesterday

Love was such an easy game to play

Now I need a place to hide away

Oh, I believeIn yesterday

Kill The King (Ritchie Blackmore`s Rainbow)

2009-12-14T09:15:00.000-08:00

Danger, danger the queen's about to kill

There's a stranger, stranger and life about to spill

Oh no, move me out of harm

I need a spell and a charm Fly like the wind

I'm no pawn, so be gone, speed on and on

Kill the king

Tear him down

Kill the king

Strike him down

Power, power it happens every day

Power, devour all along the way

Oh no, move me out of harm

I need a spell and a charm

Fly like the wind

I'm no pawn, so be gone, speed on and on

Kill the king

Treason, treason, the specter looms again

Treason, treason, the realm is safe and then

Oh no, move me out of harm

I need a spell and a charm

Fly like the rainbow

I'm no pawn, so be gone, speed on and on

Kill the king

Tear him down

Kill the king

Got to take his crown

Kill the king

He'll rule no more

Strike him dead

He'll rule no more

Strike him dead

The people roar

Kill the king

Take his head

Down, down, down, down

Oh, kill Oh, kill Oh, oh

What to do?

2009-12-04T03:13:00.000-08:00

Looking from the title above,I mean there`s nothing much for me to do during

these holidays.Really nothing to do.Can`t go out,just rot at home(now I also

donno what to write now).

Well I heard from my father that he will be going on a 12-day tour to Turkey

organised by his workplace,the Singapore Press Holdings.But the good thing

is,he do not need to fork out even a cent for the flight ticket and the hotels!What

a good thing!Just need to bring money for expenses while at Turkey.

This tour is only for those who have worked in the SPH company for 25 years or

more,that means from the year 1984 and below(My father has been working

there since 1982,so that makes it 27 years he worked on SPH).The sad thing is,the

SPH only pay for two persons,so if I go My father has to pay another$3000.........

Fun!

2009-11-22T20:35:00.000-08:00

Fun! Yesterday went to sentosa with my families.We went to palawan

beach.It was super packed with people,not to mention the tourists.They

were all around!Turn your heads left and right you are able to see

them.The moment I stepped my leg to the waters,i could see a group of

fishes running away bcoz of my presence.I was not so surprised as i

have seen them before.The water was freezing cold!But you get used to

it when you are in the water for quite a long time.We have the picnic at

where the suspension bridge is,so i thought the water is not so deep

anyway.So I walked.Then suddenly I feel like my feet not touching the

sand anymore,I tried and I can feel that the sand that is like a

slope,considered as quite deep lah.Get out of the waters at 6.45pm and

quick attack or the roti prata.I was damn hungry at that time that I

think I`ve eaten at least 5 pieces of it.Slack around Vivocity first before

going home at 9.30pm.

Too Bad....

2009-11-20T20:59:00.000-08:00

I smashed my own guitar......goodbye mr guitar(samick).

Sian lor!

2009-11-19T22:10:00.000-08:00

Sian lor!Everyday rain!Cannot go out siol!Today I never go to the friday

prayers,just slack at the nearby Macdonalds while smoking there.Getting very

impatient,I just take the risk to just ran barefooted to my home.I`m fucking wet

sio!Take a quick shower and just blog and surf internet all the way.By the

way,This is my electric guitar,the Gibson SG Custom Cherry Red!Here`s the

pics....

Well,many people say that the guitar look like gay,but don`t judge a guitar by

its colour and designs!It is considered as the most powerful guitar

ever,according to a researcher who has been scientifically researching and

proving that this is the most powerful guitar ever.His name is Dr.Ricky

Fromus.He says that certain guitarist have acquried methods to accentuate the

SG`s inherent power.Some sort of telepathic communication appears to be i

involved.It was shown by Angus Young,the guitarist of AC/DC,as he

"duckwalks" on stage,the decibel of his guitar rises dramatically.

Another Gibson SG user, Guitarist Pete Townshend of The Who,explains that

as he hit the high notes in a windmill motion,his body temperature and pulse

rate roses dramatically.

So,who can prove more that this guitar is the most powerful guitar

ever?Besides Gibson Les Paul?

Gibson DarkFire Guitar

2009-11-18T09:03:00.000-08:00

Here are some pics of Gibson DarkFire,released around 15th December

2008.Somehow just "released".

What is and what should never be......

2009-11-18T08:04:00.000-08:00

Hey guys,as usual these days were very,fcuking boring. Can`t go out,just stay

at home,rotting. Are you guys like that?Maybe some of you yes and some of

you not.Do what at home? Play with my guitar....surfing internet. By the way

my father didn`t know that i`ll be retained next year.From the beginning I have

the instinct that i will be retained,judging by my conduct in class,especially

maths class,was super poor.Along with my LSM friend,Tong Yap Jin,my

"bro",we always unattentive in class.So as the EOY started,I asked him if he`s

confident that he will be retained,he said that I shouldn`t say this.

Not that he`s angry but he told me that the answer is obvious,HE,incl. me will

confirm plus chop retain."You know you retain,so you study for what?might as

well don`t study liao."Jibaikia sia he!

The impact on me?Nowadays I`ve been smoking a lot. Now my taste has

switched from Marlboro Red(hot) to Marlboro Menthol. I cannot 'angkat' the red

one already.But seriously,i regret buying Texas 5 cigarettes. It was

unbearable,as in the taste and when you inhale it.

2009-11-17T21:16:00.000-08:00

This is the guitar that i wanted the

most.Although it was released by

Gibson sometime ago,it will still

be the most wanted guitar for me.

By the way,credits to Putri and

Fitriah for helping me with this blog.Thank you girls!

Hey yo!

2009-11-16T18:18:00.001-08:00

Success! At last got my own blog........